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tenang,terkawal,stabil(kosong)..itu keadaan gua sekarang nih..biasa la,roller koster jiwa gua..sekejap lagi,privasi kat sini akan hilang untuk beberapa hari.sedikit-sebanyak,gua agak kurang selesa untuk itu,tapi dari satu sudut yang lain,bagus jugak..suasana ramai dan meriah mungkin elok untuk isi keadaan yang dah kosong untuk beberapa tempoh nih.walaupon gua takleh 'bernafas' lama-lama tanpa ruang privasi,tapi kalo hanya sementara,well,apa salahnya..gua pon rindukan budak kecik.rindu anak buah gua ci weena tuh..nanti kejap lagi dia sampai..paling tidak itu buat gua seronok menunggu..ada sesuatu untuk ditunggu sebenarnya adalah satu nikmat dibandingkan dengan hanya kosong tanpa sebarang rasa..gua perlu 'nyawa' untuk jiwa gua..dan minggu depan,insyaallah kalo jadi,gua akan balik kampung..balik ke terengganu..harap-harap gua dapat cari jiwa gua balik kat sana..gua perlu suasana kampung..gua nak tengok laut,nak dengar bunyi ombak..semoga tercapai..

BRING ME TO LIFE
(EVANESCENCE)

HOW CAN YOU SEE INTO MY EYES LIKE OPEN DOORS?
LEADING YOU DOWN INTO MY CORE
WHERE I'VE BECOME SO NUMB
WITHOUT A SOUL
MY SPIRIT'S SLEEPING SOMEWHERE COLD
UNTIL YOU FIND IT THERE AND LEAD IT BACK HOME

WAKE ME UP
WAKE ME UP INSIDE
I CAN'T WAKE UP
WAKE ME UP INSIDE
SAVE ME

CALL MY NAME AND SAVE ME FROM THE DARK
WAKE ME UP
BID MY BLOOD TO RUN
I CAN'T WAKE UP
BEFORE I COME UNDONE
SAVE ME
SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING I'VE BECOME

NOW THAT I KNOW WHAT I'M WITHOUT
YOU CAN'T JUST LEAVE ME
BREATHE INTO ME
AND MAKE ME REAL
BRING ME
TO LIFE

WAKE ME UP WAKE ME UP INSIDE
I CAN'T WAKE UP
WAKE ME UP INSIDE
SAVE ME
CALL MY NAME AND SAVE ME FROM THE DARK
WAKE ME UP

BID MY BLOOD TO RUN
I CAN'T WAKE UP
BEFORE I COME UNDONE
SAVE ME
SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING I'VE BECOME
BRING ME TO LIFE

I'VE BEEN LIVING A LIE..
THERES NOTHING INSIDE
BRING ME TO LIFE
FROZEN INSIDE WITHOUT YOUR TOUCH
WITHOUT YOUR LOVE, DARLING
ONLY YOU ALL THE LIFE UPON THE DIE

ALL OF THIS I, I CAN'T BELIEVE I COULDN'T SEE
KEPT IN THE DARK, BUT YOU WERE THERE IN FRONT OF ME

I'VE BEEN SLEEPING A THOUSAND YEARS IT SEEMS
GOT TO OPEN MY EYES TO EVERYTHING

WITHOUT A THOUGHT, WITHOUT A VOICE, WITHOUT A SOUL
DON'T LET ME DIE HERE
THERE MUST BE SOMETHING MORE
BRING ME TO LIFE